I wonder what goes through your tiny head when you fall asleep on my chest.

Do you dream of the swimming pool, of all the little animals you've never seen in real life yet (well will you ever? I've never seen a shark, or a fugu, or a whale)

Do you see daddy chasing you down the corridor? Do you see me?

Do you maybe remember the foster home? The carers, their love, the babies around you.

Do you ever have nightmares?

Will you be able to forget completely? Will we be able to hug you tight enough so you never remember any of the bad stuff?